Feelings

I’m not me anymore

I don’t know what to do ….

Actually I do……

The worst part being I don’t want to try

My soul has drifted away

My body has betrayed me

I’ve stopped living

I’m just trying to get by one day at a time

I can’t breathe

I find the familiar lump in my throat

My head is light

My eyelids heavy

My chest is tight

I’m waiting for the end

I’m scared what the end might be

 

I’m not suicidal, Feeling blah ……………………

One comment

  1. Yeah. I’ve recently realized that you do not ask for whom the bell tolls…it tolls for thee. No one gets out of this life with a meat-suit that’s still animated. Now, does your spirit or energy keep going? That’s the question.

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